Rooming in or hospital nursery at night? Does choosing one over the other make you a better mom? Here’s my (unscientific) thoughts on the matter.
When I went to the hospital to have Jack, I didn’t have many requests.
In fact, my nurses told me I was one of the most easy-going, laid back laboring women they’d had as a patient. I took that is a compliment!
However, I did have two requests, and they were made clear early on:
- I wanted an epidural ASAP, and I wanted to feel as little pain as possible.
- I wanted my baby to sleep in the nursery at night.
Fortunately, every nurse I had was awesome and told me no problem. However, I’m sure both of my statements make some mothers and nurses cringe.
But, I don’t really care!
I remember when I was looking at the different hospitals I could deliver at, and how each one said that while rooming in 24/7 with your baby is recommended, there is a nursery available for those who might need it.
Some of the hospitals said they didn’t even have a nursery.
I was also a member of different forums online, and many women expressed their “disgust” at women who didn’t have their baby sleep in their room at the hospital.
Just a few weeks ago I saw an article about why you should room in with your baby, and all the women commenting were saying things like, “What kind of mother would send her baby to a nursery?” and “How could you dare send your child to the nursery – you just waited 9 months to see them! Any mother who truly loves their child wouldn’t dare send them to the nursery.”
I went to a labor and delivery class at the hospital. While I loved the teacher we had, one day, she wasn’t able to teach and there was a substitute.
This lady spent half the class talking about how if we didn’t have our baby’s sleep in our rooms at night in the hospital then a few things would happen:
- The baby would not learn to breastfeed easily, because we wouldn’t be there to see their “cues”, and we would have a really hard time knowing if they were hungry or not.
- We wouldn’t likely bond with our baby easily.
- It’s just better for the mom to constantly be with their new baby.
For a pregnant woman, it felt like quite the guilt trip for anyone considering the thought of sending their baby to the nursery at night.
Fortunately for me, I listened to a much wiser (in my opinion) woman – my mom. She had six babies over the course of about 17 years.
She strongly suggested that I send my baby to the nursery at night, and that’s the advice I listened to.
I’m so glad that I did.
Here’s why and what happened.
1) I was exhausted
I started having contractions at about 9:30 the night before Jack was born. I went to the hospital at one AM, only to be sent home at three…only to go back at about 10:30 AM.
Jack was born at 5:07 PM that day. I had been up since 7 AM the day before, and quite frankly, I was exhausted. I loved snuggling my new little baby after he was born. However, by the time about 11:30 PM rolled around, I was so tired. All I wanted to do was sleep.
So, I sent him to the nursery.
The nurses brought him back every few hours, and while yes, it wasn’t a night of blissful sleep, I did feel rested when I woke up.
I wasn’t worried about every little noise Jack made, and I knew he was being taken care of.
With my second baby, the hospital was even more intense about the rooming in thing. However, I had awesome nurses who actually insisted they take him. I am so grateful for that .
2) Jack was in my room the majority of the time
I didn’t send Jack to the nursery all day and all night when I was at the hospital. For the most part, he was with me.
There were times they had to take him away for one reason or another, but unless it was night time, he was with me.
I felt like that was sufficient time for me to be with him, and that the few hours he spent in the nursery wasn’t a big deal.
Plus, let’s be honest – it’s not like I wouldn’t be taking care of him every night for at least the next 18 years!
3) The nurses brought him to me
It’s not like the nurses held Jack hostage in the nursery and wouldn’t bring him to me when I requested or he was hungry (though several of them told me he was the kind of baby they were really excited to have stay in the nursery. He was super adorable.)
They knew I wanted to exclusively breastfeed him, and they brought him to me when he was hungry in the night.
When I woke up in the morning, they brought him to me as soon as I asked.
With Oliver, I had Oliver with me whenever I wanted. They did testing in my room. They didn’t take him anywhere without asking me. And honestly, the only times I didn’t have him were from about 12:30 AM to 5:30 AM, and he was with me periodically throughout that time.
4) Jack might just be too attached
Okay, not really. I don’t think he could ever be too attached to me 😉 But I want to laugh at the childbirth teacher who told us that if we didn’t have our baby with us at all times in the hospital, we’d have trouble bonding.
Jack has been a momma’s boy since day one, and he still is. We certainly did not have trouble bonding. I held him pretty much all day long when I was in the hospital, so really, he probably needed a break from me by the time night time rolled around!
It’s the same with Oliver. In the hospital, we did skin-to-skin the entire time we were together. Our nurses were constantly telling me how wonderful that was and how many moms just keep their baby in their bassinet the whole time (which is totally their choice.)
Oliver might be even more attached than Jack.
5) He was a champion eater from day one
Jack wanted to nurse the first second they handed him to me. And he’s loved eating ever since.
I feel very blessed about this, and I don’t believe that me not learning to recognize his nighttime feeding signals in the hospital the first two nights harmed his ability to eat (I’m pretty sure those feeding cues were the exact same as the ones during the day.)
With Oliver, my milk came in before even 48 hours had passed. I nursed him very frequently and even though he initially had low blood sugar due to being IUGR, I was able to avoid supplementing by how well he was nursing.
He had his struggles with gaining weight later on, but it was not because he didn’t stay with me 24/7.
6) He wasn’t secretly fed formula
I remember one thing I heard people say was that if you send your baby to the nursery, the nurses will secretly feed the formula.
Now, if your nurse secretly feeds your baby formula when you’ve specified they are exclusively breastfed, that’s sketchy.
I like to trust most nurses, and that they aren’t going to go against your wishes (unless you are actually harming your child.) While I can’t say with 100% certainty this didn’t happen, I can say with about 98.5% certainty that they didn’t.
7) I was still happy he was here
One of the comments that really bugged me in the article I recently read was that you must not be a good mom because you don’t want your baby with you at all times.
Well, I think I’m a pretty good mom, and I was so happy to have him there.
Did I feel like I had to have him with me at every moment? No. But that didn’t mean that I didn’t love him or was happy that he safely arrived!
This single decision didn’t make or break my ability to be a good mother. In many ways, I think it did enable me to mother better during those first few days because I had gotten a few extra hours of sleep.
This is what worked for me.
He’s turned out just great! I’m not entirely sure if something happened between the hours of 11:30 PM and 7 AM at the hospital that is going to seriously harm Jack down the road…but my instincts point toward no.
Some say you get the same amount of sleep whether you send them to the nursery or not, but I don’t think that would have been true for me. Jack was awake all night – content, but awake. There’s no way I would have slept if he was awake. I hold my babies in the hospital (and after we come home, to be honest) every chance I get, especially when they are awake.
With Oliver, after they brought him to me around 5:30 for a feeding, I just kept him with me. He slept very well in the night, and he was still wanting to sleep then. However, from the start, he always rolled to his side to sleep, and it freaked me out. I didn’t sleep anymore after that (and I’m certain I wouldn’t have had he been in my room all night!)
It can prevent some issues
I also want to share a story from my sister. She had her first baby over 15 years ago. The first night she was planning to room-in, but after her nurses told her to consider it, she decided she would.
In the middle of the night, Alexis turned blue. A nurse caught it, and she was sent to the NICU for several days.
My sister may have noticed, but she might not have. But she is forever grateful for the nurse who took her baby.
I think the biggest issue is that moms are being told what is best for their baby.
They are given no choice.
There is no one size fits all scenario.
Some moms may not have a spouse or partner to help her.
Some moms may be recovering from a very difficult delivery and can’t even walk.
And some moms might just be exhausted.
If a mom wants to keep her baby with her 24/7 – great! But we all deserve a choice and shouldn’t feel guilty.
All I know is that both of my boys are thoroughly attached, happy, and well-fed.
And that is what matters.
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